We don't get to choose our parents.
There are a lot of things in life that we can control (or believe we can...),
but one of them is NOT lineage. Nevertheless, our relationship with our folks can be turbulent. As
children, we idolize our parents;
as
teenagers we're constantly embarrassed to be associated with them; and as
adults we both discover how much we are like them, and we learn to respect
their choices and challenges. But it can be a difficult relationship. Sometimes
the patience and understanding we have for other people is hard to extend to
family members. Our issues (and theirs) are just too close and too personal; we can't look at them objectively. All of these realizations that I've listed can also be transferred to
our ancestors, our parents' parents a hundred times over. Usually, we don't
know that much about these REALLY distant relatives... but then, of course, there's the Torah.
I've
always struggled to understand Isaac. He seems to have no identity besides being the son of Abraham
and the father of Jacob. He's a placeholder, a bench warmer. Overwhelmingly, the
stories of our ancestor Isaac involve action that happens TO him or around him.
He's never the active DOER, he never takes control of his life and his fate. Look at what we know about him: He
is nearly sacrificed by Abraham; Sarah and Hagar fight over him; A wife is
found for him; His wife and son trick him. Even in the stories of his
interactions with the Philistines, we hear of him digging a well and being
chased away by bullies, only to dig another one and be driven away again, and
then a third time as well. What is the point of Isaac? What purpose does he
serve?
But
then I have to stop myself. We do this to people in our lives a lot, don't we? Think about whether they do or don't serve a purpose in OUR lives? We
criticize who they are, encourage them to be 'better,' challenge them to shape
up, and eventually try to threaten them into changing.
And all because they
don't look/act/speak/behave the way WE want them to. Maybe we're embarrassed that
Isaac is our ancestor? We like strong leaders, like Abraham, Joshua, and David.
But that is precisely why we have to remind ourselves that we don't get to choose our
ancestors. We don't pick our parents, and we cannot force someone else to
conform to our ideals or expectations. Isaac is a human being. In fact, I'm more
certain that he was a real person than many other Biblical figures, because I doubt anyone would purposely write an imagined character this way! Just as we need to, in life, transition from eye-rolling
teenagers to respectful adults, here too we need to accept Isaac for who he is, and
strive to understand and make our peace with him.
So
now that we're ready to take a fresh look at Isaac, what do we see? First of
all, we surely underestimate the strength it took to survive the incident with his
father on Mount Moriah. What must it have taken to persevere and recover from
nearly being sacrificed on an alter by your parent? With no psychologists to
help you process, and no prescription medicine?? He stayed in the land
during a
famine - a true test of faith - something his father was unable to do.
Eventually, Isaac decided to become a farmer, a profession about which he knew
nothing, and he became incredibly successful and wealthy. And perhaps the
greatest lesson we learn about Isaac is that he was a man of peace. Despite
provocations from Philistines, and strife between his children, Isaac remained
a diplomat and kept his cool. And we miss all these things, because it's just so hard to admire Isaac when we're too busy judging him, and comparing him to other ancestors.
Sometimes our emotions and our tightly-gripped grievances cloud our vision, and
make it hard to appreciate traits that really are impressive and laudable. We
just need to take a step back and open our eyes (and hearts) to really see
that. What an important reminder to us all, whether we're talking about ancient
forefathers or present-day fathers.
Photos in this blog post:
3. CC image courtesy of Jeff Sandquist on Flickr
4. CC image courtesy of roberthuffstuffer on Flickr
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